K, long time didn't write blog

today just come here to express something that i thinking recently.
I am thinking how to be a good human being?
I am thinking how to be a good child?
I am thinking how to be a good sister?
I am thinking how to be a good student?

how?actually i thinking did everybody think like that all the time? For example, before helping my mum to do some house work, need to think that this is a need that we need to do as a child.

i believe everybody have angel and demon in ourselves, just need to see which one is more stronger.

i thought that i am kind, hardworking,bla bla bla(so ss ho) but i realize not really actually. I am selfish actually, i make trick also de..i am bad. a bad girl sometimes...just sometimes will think some bad action, but not really do it la~

besides, i always cemburu...and sometimes can't kalah to others...

i feel like many times...i am controlling the way i thinking...
a really good people not need to control rite?~

i don't have any aim...and don't have opinion about something...is i don't want to think about that or i really no opinion?

ahhh~ don't know arr....just come and write a new post and post to here only la...long time no typing arr....

actually i scare test, test, test...but i am not really work hard....i really scare..sometimes even think stay in home and sleep so good...not need to face so much thing and worry so much...haiz...may be lack of sleep recently so will feel like that.....

i really don't know how to face the future...studying...working...i am thinking how i want to study?how is the way that i need to think when i am studying or working next time?

how to do homework? how to do revision? how to talk?

see...something that is natural thing...just let it................................haiz haiz haiz..