my mum said that i am annoying...annoying the cousins..i just want us to be closer. i don't want when back to my grandmother's house and meet with them,just call their name as greeting when we meet other without any chatting,make fun and care about them.
Besides,i seldom meet with them. and some of them just like a brother who care me, tanya khabar,play with me,make fun,use different tone of voice talk to me, different expression in their eyes look at me....they are different with friends,i can't get those thing in Kuantan either school. of course i will follow all the time.
i don't know how to communicate with others then i use my own ways to communicate....but inadvertently it becomes annoying, i feel very sorry..
i just hope to take that chance,the opportunity, that time to look at them. look clearly,look at them often. i like them,i want accompany them although it is last for a short period. They go where, i will follow them. Only at that time i can gather with them.
But sometimes, when i face some cousins,i don't know how to communicate with them,don't know give what face expression to them and don't know how to express myself. When the moment i look at them,i blame myself why don't have any topic to talk with them,why i don't know communicate with them,why i don't know how to join them..why?why?why? i want becomes one part of them..
because i keep quiet and seldom talk with others,one of my cousin thought that i have no friends...he keep asking me to make more friends. but his thought is wright.
i like you all!!
sorry for many grammar mistakes..
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