好想找你谈天。虽然没什么话题，就是想找你。可是我却怕打扰到你 烦到你。帕你觉得我烦。只好忍忍忍。
和你见面的机会也不多。我不想我们的距离那么疏远。。。

am i alone? no, i am not alone. But now, i feel alone!!!i feel alone at Kuantan!!
why? why? and why? don't know why today i so emotional...i feel upset then i cry.
I don't want to be alone...i want to be with you all,with my true friends,my close friends, i want the happy moments back...sometimes i think i should work,not study in form six..

now also like that le, later how i want to further my study at university alone?

or am i wrong?there are some friends that concern about me but i do not realise?

i study form six because want to get a minimum standard sijil,if can then study at university la.if cannot then work.

there are friend who also study at University alone lo without old friends...haiz..why you must think like that? change your mind, you already forget what your cousin say to you when you said you want do a job about recycle? he said "it is good!" this can be your momentum.