I Thought

I thought i can suit myself with my new life,but not yet
I thought i can be friendly with others, a little bit lo
I thought i will change to 016 according to the number of friends, but not because not enough of friend?
I thought I dan handle my homework, but not, i always left it aside
I thought i am hardworking, but i am very lazy actually
I thought i can be very friend with you
I thought you will be very friend with me
I thought v will help each other on homework, but not
I thought i am mature, but not, i still like a kid,but i am not pretending
I thought i am realistik, but not, i am jz live in my imagination
I thought i am clever, but not, i am just a stupid gal

I always imagine that somebody action, somebody personality, somebody talking,what will happened on tomorrow, but it will not come true
Thought what?There are thought? There are no thought?

Sometime the thought will come true if we try to make it true.
the thing will not happen, the running process will not according to my thought, there will some problem happen and mistake

Thought make me dissapointed, because he or she or it not match or not true with my thought. am i stupid and selfish, it just my thought, if she or he didn't match, i feel some dissapointed..........so bad man!
so, don't thought